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Sunday, December 30th, 2001

Time:12:34 pm.

Aside from being bored, I'm getting sick of this lay out on my journal :| I feel a change coming on. WHENEVER I FIND THE TIME X_x;! So.. a late Merry Christmas to everyone and Happy New Year! ^_^
Things I Got For Christmas:
- 1 Shirt from Bebe (GODLY *_*)
- 3 Shirts from Lerner NY and CO
- A super sexy pair of jeans ^_^
- 5 Shirts from Wet Seal
- Full length black duster (*_* HOORAH!)
- Jacket from Wet Seal (it's so cute ;.;!)
- Aveda Makeup
- Bath Tub Mat Massager Thingy *o* It's very godly
- Britney - Britney CD (I'm in love with it ;.;!)
- No Doubt - Rock Steady (Very good CD!)
- Aaliyah - One In A Million (Also very good.. ;.; I miss Aaliyah!)
- Mariah Carey - Greatest Hits (I like it, i just haven't listened to it much o_o)
- Tennis Bag
- A pair of boots that are way sexy ^____^
- Wallabees.. Or however you spell them. They're shoes o_o And i love 'em! ^_^
- 2 Madame Alexander dolls
^_^ And a bunch of other stuff that I don't feel like typing out o_o; So.. hoorah for me! ^_^
Go ahead and ..1 Bite - Bite Me, Baby.

Monday, December 24th, 2001

Subject:Ghetto Fab ^.~
Time:5:19 pm.
- last book you read: The Scarlet Pimpernel ^_______^ I love that book!
- last movie you saw: Erm.. ::thinks::.. I watched Monty Python this morning n.n
- last movie you saw on the big screen: Oh God.. n.n I HAVE NO IDEA..
- last show you watched on TV: Passions n.n
- last song you heard: Bouncin' Back by Mystical
- last thing you had to drink: coca cola ^_^
- last thing you ate: egg drop soup *-*
- Last Time you showered: this morning
- last time you cried: hm.. two days ago.
- last time you smiled: a few minutes ago
- last time you laughed: a few minutes ago also n.n
- last person you hugged: my grand mother
- last person you kissed: x_x... ::sigh:: I don't know...
- last thing you said: "Leave me alone dad! >O"
- last person you talked to online: Cathy ^_^
- last person you talked to on the phone: Mike
- last thing you smelled: Vanilla incense *-* god it smells SO GOOD

Do you...
- smoke? Yes
- do drugs? No
- drink? occasionally.. o.o
- have sex? Nope c.c
- sleep with stuffed animals? yeah ^____^;;;;
- have a crush? Yeah *-*
- have a boyfriend/girlfriend? No ;.;
- have a dream that keeps coming back? YES n.n I have a dream about John Mayer *-*
- play an instrument? The piano o.o
- believe there is life on other planets? Perhaps o.o
- read the newspaper? Sometimes
- have any gay or lesbian friends? Heck yeah buddy! :O WORD UP TO SHEREE ^_^
- believe in miracles? Yeah.. ^^
- believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yessir! ^___^
- consider yourself tolerant of others? Not really >.o but I try!
- consider police a friend or foe? friend ^_^
- like the taste of alcohol? yes n.n
- have a favourite Stooge? Curly ^_^
- believe in astrology? Yes X) sheree has made me a believer
- believe in magic? Possibly
- pray? Yes
- go to church? Yeah.. ^_^
- have any secrets? uh yeah o.o who doesnt?
- have any pets? A kitty; Curly. A bird; Siggy. A Doggie; Val and Belle Marguerite Sandyland Simons (Or just Margot o.o)
- go to or plan to go to college? Yes! ^_^ BOSTON COLLEGE BAY-BAY :x
- have a degree? not yet
- talk to strangers who instant message you? depends o.o
- wear hats? not usually n.n
- have any piercings? Not yet; getting two holes in each ear this summer and a belly ring
- have any tattoos? nope
- hate yourself? sometimes.
- have a "hot spot"? >.>.....
- wish on stars? Yeah ^_^ All the time
- like your handwriting? No >.<
- have any bad habits? yes n.n
- believe in witches? i suppose?
- believe in Satan? Yes. My brother is satan n.n
- believe in ghosts? ghosts are cool o.o
- believe in Santa? sure.. why not o_o
- believe in the Easter Bunny? noo..
- believe in the Tooth Fairy? nope.
- have a second family? Uh huh.. Christin ^_^
- trust others easily? Not really
- like sarcasm? Of course! >)
- take walks in the rain? Yeah, I do ^_^
- kiss with your eyes closed? Yeah ^^
- sing in the shower? usually n.n

1. Can you walk around your house @ night with the lights off and not run into anything? Yeah! ^^
2. Ever put off emailing for over a month? c.c yes
3. Ever received a "why don't you write me" letter: yep n.n
4. Ever taken your frustration/bad mood out on others? n.n occasionaly?
5. Ever had a huge argument and then realized that you were wrong? yes c.c that always sucks
6. Ever left things the way they were just because it would be harder to resolve it? unfortunatly..
7. Ever thought someone was "hopeless?" Yes.. a lot of people c.c
8. Ever been so dazed that you take a drink of water but completely miss your mouth? n.n thats me, the biggest DITZ C.c
9. Ever dropped your toothbrush in the toilet? no o.O... thats odd
10. Have you ever dropped something in the toilet that you HAD to retrieve? no thank god n.n
11. Ever driven off from the gas station without closing the gas thing? Not yet n.n.
12. Can you sleep better @ night or during the day? night o_O like normal people
13. Do you print out pictures of celebrities/musicians off of the Internet? Yes n.n mike modano has been posted all OVER my house.
14. Have you ever entered an art contest? Nope
15. Do you remember the Lisa Frank phase? OMG YES x.x
16. Is your favourite colour evident by the clothes you wear? sometimes? o_o
17. Coats and sweaters or tank tops and bathing suits? tank tops and bathing suits
18. Do you think everyone should have a significant other during the winter months? yes ;.; ESPECIALLY ME
19. Is there a movie that you can really relate to? um.. not really?
20. Ever found lyrics to a song that almost exactly describes you? YES ;.; a lot..
21. Ever go to a "place of business" so often that costumers think you work there? Lol no
22. Would you go to a strip club to watch members of the opposite sex or same sex? Heck yeah buddy o-o
23. What do you think of guys who dress in drag?
whatever floats your boat, man o.o
24. Do you think movies overemphasize the differences in society (Sexual preferences, racial, cultural, religious identities)? Sometimes, I suppose. o.o
25. Do you look @ people in the car next to you at the stoplight? YES *___* You can find some FIZZINE GUYS
26. Ever said a word so many times in a row that it didn't even sound like a word anymore? YES o.o it's kinda odd
27. Was there a book series you read growing up? yeah...The Babysitters Club o.o and those Sweet Valley High ones x.X <--- o.o ditto!
28. Do you write letters on notebook paper, stationary, computer paper, other, or all? pretty much all.. yeah o.o
29. Ever written a letter to someone and weren't able to give it to them because it was so personal and detailed? Yes ;.;
30. Where do your wet towels end up after your shower/bath? Hung up o.o
31. Ever guessed what time it was and been off by Hours? YES n.n;
32. Do you have a subscription to anything? yes ^^ JANE magazine
33. Do you get more friend mail, business mail, or junk mail? junk mail >_< and those damned business mail v.v
34. Ever slept nude? yeah >.>
35. Ever walked around your house nude? NO O-o; i have nosey neighbors x.x
36. Anyone ever accidentally see you naked or visa versa? No.. o.o
37. Do you dental floss daily? Yeah ^^
38. Do you use mouthwash or think that brushing is enough? I do both ^^
39. Ever been in the middle of a sexual act and actually Felt The Heat between the two of you? ::cough:: o_o little virgin me wouldn't know about that stuff, mayne.
40. Are you able to act? Yep ^.~ I wanna be in a play ;.; but ONLY if it's a play i'd like
41. Can you give public speeches without freaking out? No c.c;
42. Ever had to think extremely hard to remember what happened the day before? yes n.n
43. Which is better: music of today, music of yesterday? music of today, foo'. o.o
44. Do you drive through town, or around it? depends on the town.. o.o Atlanta; Through town.. Montgomery; Around it. o.o nothing exciting to see there
45. Ever find humor in a part of a movie that no one else does? Yeah c.c I have a sick sense of humor i guess?
46. What do you spend most of your money on? Clothes, Makeup, CDs
47. What do you waste most of your money on? Make up n.n
48. Can you like the lyrics without liking the song? yep ^^
49. Can you like the song without understanding the lyrics? Of course
50. Are accents a turn on? YES *_* I HAVE A WEAKNESS FOR ACCENTS.. unless it's like an afghan-or-that-area accent o_O thats nasty.. or chinese/japanese/korean/etc.. ok.. basicly french, british, or latin accents are huge turn ons *-* and irish!
51. Do you dream more good then bad? a little of both ^^
52. Can you interpret your own dreams or do you have to have someone else tell you what they think? i gots a book on it, foo'. o.o
53. Radio or cd's? Car - both, Home- Both, so both ^^
54. Movies or TV series? both
55. Ever regret saying something hurtful? yes ._.
56. Ever regret expressing your love? yes >.>
57. Do you think some things should be left unsaid? rarely.
58. Do you stand up for yourself? depends
59. Do you stand up for others? yup ^^
60. Do you know the difference between standing up for others and fighting someone else's battles? o.o; no..
61. Things you would like to say to: (omit any that don't apply)
� Favorite past teacher? - I miss you miss sexton ;.;!
� Favorite current teacher? - Coach Rudd the Stud :x You're so cool!
� Your boss? - Mr. Fontaine you kick ass ^_^
� The last person who made you cry? ROT IN HELL, WHORE >O ::bitch slap::
� The last person who you bitched at? n.n thanks for listening to me rant, you may now accept this free pass of "slap me!"
� The last person who took you for granted? ._. i never liked you anyway..
� The last person you hugged? I love my gamma ^^
� The director of your favorite movie? You're a creative genius ;.; share
� G.W. Bush? Thank god you're not Al gore c.c;
� Michael Jackson? GO BACK TO BLACK >O
� Peewee Herman...? Dude.. what the fuck was with the child pornography?
� Your favorite dead musician/celebrity? Aaliyah.. You were so amazing ;.; We miss you, Baby Girl.. *-one in a million!-*
� Your favorite living musician/celebrity? JOHN MAYER ;.; LET ME HAVE YO BABIES.. Dave Matthews - you are genius ;.; i <3 u!
� Your internet provider? STEVE CASE = OSAMA BIN LADEN v.v
� Your best friend? Thanks for always being there for me ;.;
� Your first love? o.o i don't remember my first love.. i think it was Drew.. ^^ In which case, Drew, you're so sweet ^^
� Your current love? JOHN MAYER v.v one day you will want to have sex with me too
� The person who thought of mixing soap and water, putting it in a container with a looped stick and selling it? uh.. thanks?
� The person who made this list of questions? dude get a hobbie o.o
62. Is there anything that you truly:
� Protest? Racism
� Support? Love and Friendship/ Gays and Lesbians
� Hate? stupidity, disloyalty, lying..
� Love? John Mayer, Music, Sports, Shopping
� Believe in? Music, Love
� Ignore/doubt? Morons n.n
� Admire? I admire a lot of people
� Want? John Mayer ass naked in my bed >.>... OR MIKE MODANO *_* MMMM..
� Have? Brains and I suppose beauty o.o

Current mood: Excited >.> I WANNA OPEN PRESENTS *___*
Current music: Santa Monica - Everclear // Roll Out - Luadcris (this song is bad ass >.>)
Current taste: candy cane! ^^
Current hair: Brown and a little bit longer than my shoulders
Current dress: tie up jeans with red sweater ^.~
Current grievance: eh?
Current annoyance: Mike v.v
Current smell: Vanilla *____*
Current stupid musing: I wonder if i'll ever have sex o_o
Current longing: ;.; love
Current game: solitare ^.~
Current thing I oughta be doing: eating o.o
Current windows open: Dallasstars.com, Kaaza, Benefitcosmetics.com, Livejournal.com, Parajournal.com
Current desktop picture: Mike Modano *-* It's quite nice..
Current favorite artist: John Mayer
Current favorite group: Dave Matthews Band, Everclear
Current book: The Scarlet Pimpernel (again) and the E-Text of Lord Tonys Wife: A Scarlet Pimpernel Adventure, The Elusive Pimpernel, and Eldorado; A Scarlet Pimpernel Adventure
Current CD in stereo: My CD;
Son Of A Gun Remix - Janet Jackson feat Missy Elliot
Cherry Lips - Garbage
Roll Out - Luadcris
Lets Stay Home Tonight - Joe
Whenever, Wherever - Shakira
Raise Up - Petey Pablo
Santa Monica - Everclear
Bouncin' Back - Mystikal
Shit On The Radio (Remember the days..) - Nelly Furtado
Plus some others o.o
Current DVD in player: Monty Python and the Holy Grail <--- O_O ME TOO, KELLZIE o.o ::twilight zone music plays::
Current color of toenails: pearly lilac
Current earrings: None
Current refreshment: Coca Cola ^^
Current worry: I'm hungry ;.;
Current malicious intent: >.> heh..heh.. uh... heh.. me? malicious intent? NOOOO >.> YOU HAVE THE WROOOONG CHICA there o.o
Current misguided opinion: wha? o_o' Erm..
Current crush: John Mayer/Alex the hottie from Hockey/Mike Modano (That fine ass bitch *-*)
Current favorite (semi) celebrity: John Mayer, J.Lo, Aaliyah, Mike Modano
Current time wasting wish: o.o partyin it up baby
Current hate: v.v; guys

Go ahead and ..Bite Me, Baby.

Subject:Ok... o.o >.> LOL I LOVE SNOOP DOGG n.n;
Time:1:42 pm.
Mood:happy :x.
Ok yeah i'm bored like whoa x.x;

kinda o-o;

His name is Alex, he's hot like fiiiire *-*; He plays ice hockey in hoover and is the captain for the hoover high school ice hockey team and he's so cute and *-* rich and he drives a nice ass car and he likes me ^_______^;;;;;; hoorah!

Merry Christmas! ^_____^
Go ahead and ..2 Bites - Bite Me, Baby.

Friday, November 2nd, 2001

Subject:Introducing.. me n.n;
Time:4:42 pm.

I'm in the blue dress. I've got my arm around Wades arm ^_^;; .. n.n;; it's not the best pic, but hey.. the lighting is horrible o_o you can't see my hair do v.v;
Go ahead and ..3 Bites - Bite Me, Baby.

Sunday, October 28th, 2001

Time:12:51 pm.
*o* HOMECOMING WAS THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE! Wade was holding my hand and he would put his arm around my waist and we danced and ;.; it was so much fun. I was sad when it was over, but he came back to my house for breakfast. It was great! ;.;.; Wade said I was beautiful and perfect ;.;.;.;.;! I THINK HE'S GONNA ASK ME OUT >.>
Go ahead and ..Bite Me, Baby.

Wednesday, October 24th, 2001

Subject:Raaaar >O
Time:5:42 pm.
Ok so this girl, Christina.She is psycho. I'm having to write about her in this journal because she has the link to my other one (my no_angel one that is based upon IRL). >O >O >O >O >O RAR I HATE HER MUCH
Go ahead and ..Bite Me, Baby.

Tuesday, October 23rd, 2001

Time:9:39 pm.
Just.. o.o typing. I'm hyper c-c and i'm dancing!
Go ahead and ..Bite Me, Baby.

Sunday, October 21st, 2001

Time:10:07 pm.
You live in a Mansion.
You're married to Wade.
You drive a Mercedes.
Your car is the color White.
You live in the state Texas.
Your honeymoon is Hawaii.
Your occupation is a Fashion Designer.
You have this many kids: 1 (1 male; 0 female).


Go Take The MASH!:http://mash.dork.nu/index.html
Go ahead and ..Bite Me, Baby.

Subject:hoorah for surveys o_O
Time:8:43 am.
1. Full Name: Lillian Shealy Simons

2. What guys call you: Shelly, Sheals, Feefs, FeeFee, SheShe, Bitch, Goddess, Shelby, Shelbs o_o;;...

3. What girls call you: Sheals

4. What your parents/family calls you: Shealy, FeeFee

5. What your teachers call you: Shealy

6. Birth City: Sliddel, LA.

7. What hospital: dunno

8. Time: 2:30

9. Hometown: New Orleans, LA

10. Current town: Millbrook/Montgomery AL.

11. Number of times you've moved: twice

12. Birthday: July 8th, 1986

13. Age: 15

14. Grade: 10th

15. School: Saint James o_o woop woop!

16. Parents (real/step): Susan and Marshall n.n;

17. Siblings (whole/step/half and ages): My bitch-assed brother, Marshall v.v and he's 11

18. Parents married or divorced: married for now ._.

19. How is your room decorated (in detail): blue walls, queen bed, a dresser, a night stand, candles everywhere n.n, a cross on the wall, a doll stand in the corner, i love my room! ^^

20. What kind of cell phone do you have: Nokia 1500 with a blue case on it that has white flowers on it ^__^ BUT I'm getting a Motorola phone soon ^_^

21. Pets: My kitty curly, my puppy Val (WHO IS GOING TO HAVE PUPPIES! ^__________^), my brothers kitty Larry, the two black cats that live here that are the neighbors o_o; plus my bird Siggy ^o^

22. Screenname(s): DMBAngel92437, LilTiger910, BuffyAnjerasu

23. What is your eye color: brown

24. What is your hair color: brown v.v

25. How is your hair cut: long ^^;

26. What size shoe do you wear: 8 1/2

SECTION TWO: What's your favorite..........

1. Food: Lasanga ^____^ OLIVE GARDEN!!!

2. Drink: Coca-Cola, who doesn't? ^^; Oh and Grenadine.. (which is Roses Grenadine mixed with Sprite *o* its grand!)

3. Fruit: Cherries *o*

4. Vegetable: Potato! ^^

5. Color: Dark Green, Navy, Silver, Pink, Purple, Red ^_^

6. Cologne/perfume: Cologne - Probably that stuff at bath and body works *o* what a wonderful smell.. Perfume - Divine by Victoria Secrets! I'm wearing it now ^.~

7. Part of the body: On Guys? o.o; Eyes, Lips, Arms, Stomach *o*;..

8. Stuffed animal: All my stuffed animals! But probably foofoo, my stuffed dog ^^

9. Mall: Eastdale o.o I love that mall!

10. Candle scent: french vanilla

11. Store: what kinda store? o.o probably victoria secrets, Express, or Bath and Body works

13. Current song: I'm A Slave For You - Britney Spears, That new Jewel Song, In The End - Linkin Park

14. Older song: Brick by Ben Folds Five, #41 - DMB, Crash Into Me - DMB, Hotel California - Eagles, Crazy - Britney Spears

15. Movie: Romeo + Juliet (96), Waterboy (XD), Remember the Titans (*o*!), Mystery Alaska

16. Actor: Denzel Washington, Adam Sandler, Ewan Mcgregor, Jim Carry,

17. Actress: Sarah Michelle Gellar, Eliza Dushku, Natalie Portman, Claire Danes

18. Animal: Puppy, Bunny, Horses, Kittys ^^

19. TV channel: ESPN, ESPN 2, Fox Sports, MTV

20. TV show: Will and Grace (XD I LOVE KAREN!), ER, Just Shoot Me, SportsCenter ( ^_^ Thats me, the biggest sports fan ever! n.n), NHL2Night, Friends (who doesn't love friends? o_o), The West Wing, and Third Watch (*o* HOT MEN)

21. Radio station: 98.9, 97.9

22. Rapper: Jadakiss, Eve, Fabolus, Jay-Z, Ludacris, Snoop Dogg

24. Soundtrack: Romeo + Juliet Vol 1

25. Boy name: Wade, Michael, Andrew, Clint, Bradford

26. Girl name: Kimberly, Natalie, Alyson, Sarah Michelle, Mya, Aaliyah, Kelly

27. Flower: Rose! ^^

28. Holiday: Christmas ^_^

29. Day of the week: Friday!

30. Month: Umm.. o.o December cause theres not a lot of school ^___^

31. Season: Fall/Spring

32. City: Dallas n.n!

33. State: Texas, Louisiana, California, New York

34. Vacation spot: Navarre, FL

35. Age to be: 16 (I CANT WAIT ANY LONGER ;.;)

36. College football team: FOOTBALL RULES @_@ Probably Boston College or Alabama ^_^

37. Jeans brand: Express Jeans ^_^

38a. Cartoon: o_O None

38b. Anime: Magic Knight Rayearth

39. Place to drive around: The Toll Road near my house *o* You can go VERY fast and it's in the middle of no where and it's pretty ^_^

40. Blanket: the one in the den o.o its cute

41. Car: Mercedes CLKd

42. Eye color: greenish blue ^_^

43. Hair color: black *o*

44. Pen ink color: multi

45. Shoes that you own: my black boots

46. Computer game: None o_O

47. Quote: "2, 4, 6, 8 Who's mom smells like an ape? Trinitys! Trinitys!" ~ The chant that me, Martin, and Kyle started at the Saint James vs. Trinity Football Game ^_^ It caught like a wildfire n.n
"I will go in this way and find my own way out, I won't tell you to stay but I'm coming to much more.. me" ~ Dave Matthews Band "#41"

SECTION THREE: Person who...

1. Is your best friend: Wade, Kellzie, Kyle, Ashley, Martin, William, Mark

2. You want to go out with: Wade ;.;

3. You want: c.c Wade..

4. Teases you the most: Wade and Kyle n.n

5. You hate the most: v.v Katie.. that nasty-make-up-greasy-haired BITCH >O

6. Makes you laugh the hardest: Kyle and Martin and William

7. Makes you cry: Wade ._.

8. Makes you smile: Wade, Kyle, Kellzie, Martin, Mark, and William ^_^

9. You connect with: Ashley

10. Has your same clothing style: Kyle

11. Is most like you personality wise: Kyle and Kelly ^_^

12. You lie to: Probably Christin x.X

14. You wish you never met: Katie v.v

15. Wears you out: Christin v.v

16. You love to hate: Katie v.v.. THAT STUPID ASS WHORE.

17. You hate to love: Wade ._.

18. Go to for advice: Ashley

20. Trust the most: Ashley and Kyle

21. Care for the most: Ashley, Kyle, and Wade

22. Love: Wade ._.;

SECTION FOUR: questions about the real you

1. Ever been in love: No.

2. Ever had sex: No c.c

3. What do you wish you had more of: Love ._.

4. What do you wish you had less of: depression/low self esteem

5.Whats the best feeling in the world: feeling loved

6. Whats the worst feeling in the world: feeling unwanted, hurting someone you love, depression, hating yourself

7. What song puts you in a good mood: I'm A Slave For You by Britney Spears ^_^

8. What song puts you in a bad mood: One Step Closer by Linkin Park (BUT I LOVE THE SONG ;.; it just makes me wanna kill someone c.c)

9. When are you happiest: when i'm playing tennis, when i'm with Wade ^^; Or when i'm at a football game with Kyle and Martin and we make the other teams fans mad by stealing their signs and making up crazy chants >D!

10. When are you the saddest: when I see Wade with another girl..

12. What makes you vulnerable: my open ablity to love anyone.. and then get hurt.

13. When is the last time you cried: a few minutes ago

14. When was the last time you were TRULY happy: friday night

15. Have you ever thought about suicide: yes. a lot.

16. Have you ever had an eating disorder: no c.c i dont need one

17. Have you ever been depressed: yes

18. What is your biggest fear: never being loved

19. Have you ever had a broken heart: yeah... a lot. I've got one now. ._.

20. Do you ever hurt people intentionally: Depends o.o if it's Katie HELL FUCKING YES, BITCH n.n; if it's not her, no. no no no. n.n

21. What is one thing you cannot stand: People who backstab you. Like Katie. v.v

*Kissed someone: Yes.. ^^;

*Been in love: I don't think so..

*Been so drunk you blacked out: not yet c.c

*Cheated on a boyfriend or girlfriend: No! v.v

*Kept a secret from everyone: Yes.. a lot of times c.c

*Set a body part on fire: o_O No


*Called or seen a psychic: No o_O

*Ever cried at a chick flick: Sure n.n

*Had a crush on a teacher: n.n... yes. Coach Richardson. HE WAS 22 C_C IT WASNT LIKE HE WAS OLD OR ANYTHING

*Found a cartoon character attractive: Ferio *o* oh lord..

*Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the block tape: Sure have ^_^

*Watched Punky Brewster: um.. no o_o

*Prank called someone: yes. ^^ haven't we all?

*Eaten a whole box of cookies and thought you
were fat after: No but I have had a few boxes of cookies on my "i'm depressed, give me food" nights ^^

*Been on stage: yes

*Gotten in a car accident: c.c yeah?

*Wear eye shadow: Duh! Yeah ^_^

*Have a dog: Sure 'nuff do!

*Want a tattoo, and where: Yeah ^^ On my ankle, dont know what though o.o

*Have any regrets: some

*Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: ._. ... not yet....

*Crush: Yeah ^^;;;;

*Do you have a best friend: Yeah o_O

*Who do you go to for advice: Ashley, Kelly, Kyle

*Who knows all your secret?: Ashley

*Who do you cry with: Ashley ._. and Kelly

*God/Devil: Yes. I do.

*Yourself: Not really

*Your friends: Yeah! ^^ I love my friends

*Aliens: o_o no

*Love: ... some times. ._.

*Destiny: Yeah ^^

*Signs : Yes c.c

*The Closet Monster: No. It's not really a monster.. C_C ITS ME! *jumps out*

*One person for everyone?: Yes. Everyone has someone..


number of times i have been in love: never.. yet

number of times i have had my heart broken: three times..

number of hearts i have broken: one

number of boys i have kissed in my life: um.. *thinks*.. o.o two? I believe.. Yeah ^_^ two!

number of girls i have kissed: OH ABOUT 100 XD Just kidding o_O

number of continents i have visited: one n.n this one.

number of drugs taken illegally: None. That shit is stupid as hell o.o if you're a druggie, then you're a pathetic loser cause you gotta put shit in your body to make you feel good ^_^ That's just sad, man.

number of people i would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends: 5 or 6

number of people from high school that i stayed in contact with: Still in high school, ho o_o

number of CD's that i own?: Like a hundred billion @_@; Nah it's more like 300 o.o

number of piercing: None

number of tattoos: None

number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: 6 or 7 times o.o

number of scars on my body: 7 o.o i believe

number of scars on my heart: Many.. many...

number of people that have made me scared of what they could do to me physically: a few.

number of things in my past that i regret: A bunch

Slut /sl-uh-t/ (noun): See Katie Beazley
Go ahead and ..2 Bites - Bite Me, Baby.

Saturday, October 20th, 2001

Time:8:47 pm.
Just to inform everyone:

MCG now has a livejournal community.

Go Join.
Go ahead and ..Bite Me, Baby.

Wednesday, October 17th, 2001

Subject:GO SPORTS @_@ *Falls over*
Time:9:22 pm.

All Hail The Dallas Stars!

1st period; Modano,9, Goal (3)
3rd period; Lehtinen,26, Goal. Asst. Modano
Overall Score; Dallas 2, Saint Louis 2

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Go Stars!!

Atlanta Braves

Big News : The Return of Javy Lopez and he hit a two-run homerun to get the lead in the game 3-1! Way to go, Javy!
Final Score : Atlanta 8, Arizona 1
NCLS Tied 1-1.

NOW. if you'll excuse me. Javy's on T.V. *o*

Go Braves!!

^o~ Just a friendly sports announcement from your local sports-a-holic!
Go ahead and ..Bite Me, Baby.

Sunday, October 14th, 2001

Time:6:42 pm.
Come and see
I swear by now I'm playing time
I against my troubles
I'm coming slow but speeding
Do you wish a dance and while I'm
in the front
the play on time is won
but the difficulty is coming here

I will go in this way
And find my own way out
I wont tell you to stay
But I'm coming to much more
All at once the ghosts come back
Reeling in you now
What if they came down crushing
Remember when I used to play for
all of the loneliness that nobody
notice now
I'm begging slow I'm coming here
Only waiting I wanted to stay
I wanted to play
I wanted to love you

I'm only this far
And only tomorrow leads my way

I'm coming waltzing back and moving into your head
Please, I wouldn't pass this by
I would take any more than
What sort of man goes by
I will bring water
Why wont you ever be glad
It melts into wonder
I came in praying for you
why wont you run
in the rain and play
let my tears splash all over you

I don't care.

I don't care.

I don't care.

I don't care.

I don't care.

I like to tell myself that. I don't care that Wade didn't come over today, even though he told me he would. I don't care, really. It's ok. He's probably asleep, seeing as how he has a real life and goes to things at night and stays out late.. Yeah..

So.. Yeah.

I don't care.

Maybe if I say that enough i'll believe it.
Go ahead and ..Bite Me, Baby.

Friday, October 12th, 2001

Subject:Oh and..
Time:4:41 pm.
Just curious, but is anyone else worried about a possible terrorist attack this weekend? n.n my study hall teacher is like way-smart and he thinks they will attack either today/tonight, tomorrow, sunday, or monday. Today is a bigger possiblity because of today being the 1 year anniversary of the bombing of that american warship (remember? o.o) and those crack-headed camel jockys are big on anniversarys v.v i say we rip Osama Bin Towelhead a new asshole by shoving a nuclear bomb up his Saudi-Ass (in case you didn't know this either, Towelhead is of Saudi origin, but he was kicked out after the 93' WTC bombing. o.o aren't I smart? n.n)
Go ahead and ..Bite Me, Baby.

Subject:Osama Bin Towelhead is a fucker o.o;
Time:4:31 pm.
I'm so excited n.n I got my alloy order (some lipstick and 3 shirts) and i'm going to Victoria Secrets (my new favorite shop! @_@) to get some perfume and a new strapless bra AND i'm going to the STJ / Tallassee game AND the MA / Catholic game! @_____@ I've got a busy night! The STJ / Tallassee (this is football, by the way o.o) is the first game since STJ is the school i go to o.o; then i'm leaving during the 3rd quarter to the MA / Catholic game. Catholic is like a block from my school so ^o^ I figured I'd go watch since Wade plays for MA! Hoorah! n.n That way I'll be there at the end and I can go out on the field to see him. OH OH n.n you must hear my plan to get rid of the evil bitch who is trying to move in on him (See below entries):

First, going to get sexy perfume from victoria secrets.
Second, going to wear sexy outfit o-o
Third, go to MA / catholic game
Fourth, after MA wins (Catholic is a horrible football team n.n) go up to Wade on the field.
Fifth, if ugly heffer bitch shows up, bring up homecoming (ex: Wade, I was wondering about homecoming.. where should we go out to eat? ^^?)
Sixth, Shoot the glare of "go back to your run-down trailer park, you ugly bitch" to the heffer girl.
Seventh, rejoice in victory as heffer girl walks away angrily.(if steps 1-6 succeed.)

Aren't I evil? ^^;; Mwhahaha.. I'll write tonight if it works, or if it's even needed o.o heffer bitch may not show up ^___^ IN WHICH CASE, I may be a little sad >/ cause I really wanna get this bitch v.v;

-- Buffy --
Go ahead and ..Bite Me, Baby.

Wednesday, October 10th, 2001

Subject:odd IM while I was at school o_o go figure.. there are so mighty werid people in this world n.n
Time:5:30 pm.
n.n im feelin' dirty from gettin sweaty at tennis.. just thought i'd share this with you. o.o it was left on my away message while I was at school.

DoTheMAGNUM: holy bajesus
DoTheMAGNUM: why are you not listening to me
DoTheMAGNUM: i have bad news for you but thats okay but i am not going to tell you what it is
DoTheMAGNUM: mommt says hey
DoTheMAGNUM: sivhouy
DoTheMAGNUM: thats crash
DoTheMAGNUM: hahahahahaha
DoTheMAGNUM: hows about them apples
DoTheMAGNUM: i have nver heard of 15 oclock
DoTheMAGNUM: damn shiznet
DoTheMAGNUM: i leave you now
DoTheMAGNUM: just beware of my "bad news"
DoTheMAGNUM: well
DoTheMAGNUM: its badfor crash
DoTheMAGNUM: it will be happening in about.....a week, whenever i get my internet back up...heh heh heh you will see
DoTheMAGNUM: but for now you cannnot know
DoTheMAGNUM: unless you ask mommt -- mina serioko-- she'll tell you
DoTheMAGNUM: heeheeehee
DoTheMAGNUM: bwahahahahaha
DoTheMAGNUM: not like you care
DoTheMAGNUM: but i am hyper
DoTheMAGNUM: have a nice day
Go ahead and ..Bite Me, Baby.

Saturday, October 6th, 2001

Subject:"crawling in my skin, these wounds they will not heal.."
Time:1:52 pm.
Ok so, now that i'm a little better I can explain just what happened.

I like this guy Wade. He plays football for Montgomery Academy. I went to his game last night. After the game, he walked up to me and we were talking when this girl walked up. After a few minutes, and a few intense glares at her from me, he was like "well I better go.." and walked off. She followed. They walked together off the football field, and by then I was in tears and I couldn't see much further.

So, Today I find out that he is going to homecoming, even though he had told me he wasn't. He's probably going with her.. whatever. It's just a bunch of shit, and I haven't stopped crying since I went to bed last night. You don't even know how badly this hurts..

I don't even know if I'm going to go to my homecoming now. I'm supposed to be taking him (we go to different schools). I don't know.. He's also supposed to be coming over tomorrow (he lives next door to me). I just feel sick, depressed, and pissed off.

I swear to you, If I saw that girl again... I would punch her. I wanted to when we were standing there. Badly...

Anyway, if I disappear for a few days, i'm probably just too upset to do anything. I love you all.
Go ahead and ..3 Bites - Bite Me, Baby.

Friday, October 5th, 2001

Time:10:52 pm.
Well looking back through time
You know it's clear that I've been blind
I've been a fool
To ever open up my heart
To all that jealousy, that bitterness, that ridicule

I just wanted to say that I hate myself, I hate who I am, I hate who I've become, I hate my life, and I hate everything. I'm crying. I'm going to bed.
Go ahead and ..Bite Me, Baby.

Wednesday, October 3rd, 2001

Time:6:50 am.

I talked to Wade too ^_^ But ill write about that later
Go ahead and ..Bite Me, Baby.

Tuesday, October 2nd, 2001

Subject:Can you make it easier for me to understand.. how you're holding my heart, in your trembling hands?
Time:6:07 pm.
Yaaaaaaaaay o.o

Just wanted to say i'm happy c-c.. Patiently waiting for 6:40 to roll around so I can go jogging ^___^ And see.. Wade! o_o.. Yeah so, anyone like my journals new look? n.n

Buffy .:. Anjerasu
Goddess Of Chocolate, Hot hockey players, Hot football players, Wade the hottest football player ever,Wades football jersey and football pants, The Dallas Stars, Javy Lopez, Mike Modano, Mark DeRosa, Brad Lukowich, Pez, Dave Navarro, Music, Popcorn, Coca~Cola, Cell phones, and Dave Matthews
Go ahead and ..Bite Me, Baby.

Monday, October 1st, 2001

Time:4:52 pm.
Taking over the world plans n.n

Part 1:
rid the world of annoying people such as : Tah, SMUers who think they're mighty, Miaka, etc

Part 2:
Send those people to hard labor camps in Siberia to make Sporks, Hockey pucks, and other items

Part 3:
Hold lots of parties o-o

Part 4:
o.o take over countries using hockey players, football players, and other hot manly athletes o.o

o_O It's under work.. n.n claim your countries now!
Already Owned :
France, The United States, and Canada ~ Buffy

Buffy .:. Anjerasu
Goddess Of Chocolate, Hot hockey players, Hot football players, Wade the hottest football player ever, The Dallas Stars, Javy Lopez, Mike Modano, Mark DeRosa, Brad Lukowich, Pez, Dave Navarro, Music, Popcorn, Coca~Cola, Cell phones, and Dave Matthews
Go ahead and ..4 Bites - Bite Me, Baby.

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